Just 'click' already, will I

Why is it so hard to click the mouse?

I swear I'm wasting my own time...
but it's just so difficult when you put me in a position where I need to reject the one that I want. The one that used to be on my list-of-things-I-wish-and-hope-I-can-achieve-one-day.
It's not something I can hope anymore, because I can own it now. Forever.
But now, I need to let it go? I think Julia and Lydia are better at saying 'tak nak' than I am.

"Sometimes, the right path, is not the easiest path"

Will you just click it already Alia? Please la.