Of all the Amdan siblings

Given no options, I was placed in a situation when I almost gave up...

But when given so many rolling down at the same time, I think I am now placed in a position when I'm still trapped between my thoughts.

Like Amar said "I think you need to see a counsellor" 

I think he might just be right...that could be my first step.

P/s : Thanks for the splendid Tiramisu Ili! and for coming and bringing over the Wii for daddy and my cousins Amar! Lain kali, if Ili call, must come also k :)