Sayang, please wake up

Azwan, please wake up soon. It's been close to 36 hours now and soon it'll be a complete 2 days. It scares and saddens me to see you battle this on your own, and to pop into the ICU seeing you lying there, not being your usual bubbly self. If only I could take a portion of your burden and go through this with you, lessening it for you. I feel so helpless when I touch you and your body's cold, and massage your hands and legs, when I talk to you and you don't respond with your cheeky comebacks, and when I just stand there accompanying you. and it scares me to even fall asleep at night in fear of missing a call from Dr Azmin or Mummy and Papa.

Nonetlesess, we're praying very very very hard for you yang. To all Azwan's friends, KYUEM-ians, fellow Bank Negara scholars, Subang friend ( primary and secondary ), Malay college (MCKK),

there will be a doa selamat and solat hajat for him today around Maghrib time at Azam's house at this address : 33, Jalan PJU 3/15, Tropicana Indah Resort Homes. Please make it if you're free. The more the better, and to Allah we shall beg for Azwan to wake up and survive this. For He is great and He wouldn't test you if He knows you cannot take it.

To Zwan : I have and will continue to pray very very hard for you. To beg and ask for you to come back, to wake up and not go through anymore torture or surgeries, operations or tubes slipped into you. I become weak accompanying you in the ICU, seeing all sorts of tubes going into your head and body. Will you still wake up the same? It doesn't matter who you might become when you wake up, but please just wake up yang. I just want to be able to play futsal with you again. To go out for meals with you again. To catch a movie with you again. and to just have you lying on my bed on random days just like 2 days ago when you come over, again. I will stand by you till you wake up handsome.

Everyone please pray for Azwan who is still in the ICU, for him to survive and come out strong.

Ya Allah, please give us the strength and spirit to get through this adversity.

I'm coming to see you in a bit Zwan. Hang in there and please battle hard. Listen out for my voice for I will talk to you.